Those wonders crossed my mind too.
The answer flashed suddenly with a pointer to the message from a few weeks back from out of the blue.
Signals are funny things.
They don’t always mean what we think they do.
Take for instance “Speak More”
The first thought popping to mind was obviously to get out there and speak.
Get workshops running. Organize group coaching. Find speaking engagements. Pump out the videos.
Then a flood of activity arrives and everything goes nowhere.
My mind wants to grab hold and leverage this lapse of intention.
Nothing is moving forward.
Best get down on myself. Maybe cause even further delays.
Yet with everything going on there’s not much room or stickiness for such thoughts.
Because four weeks later phase two of said message conveniently dropped in to complete the picture.
I “happened to” catch the last part of a working call with Nancy Juetten for her bio writing self-study course. I had yet to even start, let alone ask for some fine tuning help.
But that wasn’t the help I needed.
The next person on the line worked with women to bring forward their intuition and spirituality.
Nancy summed up her work as helping others “embrace your spiritual calling without apology.”
My entire body to felt the impact. Enough so to stop the other things I was doing to catch up.
This was important. This is a foundation of how I help others too.
Just not myself apparently.
When the inklings and pokes started back around May – Juneish, I knew I was being asked – okay, leaned on – to be more visible.
Should have known better.
I’d been looking for a where and how instead of who.
The final push came quickly enough.
Yes, me channel a message for all to see.
How’s that for visible.
The dots suddenly fell into place.
“Speak More” had little to do with finding avenues to talk publicly.
I needed to speak openly, publicly and unapologetically about the intuitive, energetic, spiritual parts of me.
There was no moving forward until I did.
The time had come to discard my own apology, just as I don’t condone when other hold back or apologize.
Message received loud and clear – Speak More of who I am so others can hear their call too.
Where do you apologize and hold back from being you full out?
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Crazy for cats and potatoes, Lorraine's insatiable curiosity of Life leads her to question, explore and push beyond the box. A self-professed "left-brained creative big picture" type, she has an intuitive knack for seeing beyond and beneath first appearances while at the same time nerding out on the details. Most of all she sees and holds others in their highest until they can see it for themselves.